It’s suprisingly intriguing to me how I’ve come to discover answers to questions I’ve asked my self months ago, and out of nowhere it just hits me like a lightning bolt.
I know why we’ve grown apart, I can’t be the type of person you’ve always wanted me to be. I’m sorry if I can’t be as co-dependent of you as you were of me. I’m not a co-dependent person what so ever, and you know that, I believe that’s the problem. For you to believe or even come close to think that I actually care, which I do,you want me to be as dependent of you, as you were of me. I’ve always asked myself why certain things were bothering you all the time since I’ve moved, but now I know, and that’s why I think things are better for you now, beacause you found someone who is able to be co-dependent on you as well. We’ll always be friend no matter what, we always have been.Writing this really makes me happy not just for myself but happy for you as well. I really love and care for you and it makes me so happy that things are going great for you:D.
“There’s a lot that I don’t know There’s a lot that I’m still learning When I think I’m letting go I find my body it’s still burning And you hold me down And you got me living in the past Come on and pick me up Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast Yeah I’m alive But I don’t need a witness To know that I’ve survived I’m not looking for forgiveness Yeah I just need light I need light in the dark As I search for the resolution”-Jack’s Mannequin